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Monday, October 24, 2011

A Little Bit Of Life In Pictures.

 

I suppose one could take too many pictures of a sleeping newborn baby.
Then let me be that one because she is growing too quickly.
Yesterday she turned four weeks.
Stop time, please - just for a little bit.



















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She woke up :)


What I wake up to... oh my goodness, the awesomeness of miracles.


Photography by Morgan:
Good view of her hair or lack there of ~


We love the faces she makes:


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She can sleep through the loudest noise!


Sleeping in daddy's arms:


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Bub with a pumpkin - he wanted to shoot it with the bb gun.


The little girls in the barn.


Christian - loves to head out at the property with tools and dig and look for treasures.


Man, do we all love it when Scott is home from school on the weekends! It has been so neat to see him thriving in every way this semester. So much I could write and say about the goodness of God in his life and what has taken place.


Shelton might be the smallest guy on the varsity team, but his heart and drive is huge.


Good friends and teammates.


Nothing quite like a good win.


The little girls have played a lot of dolls and house lately. They especially like to play outdoors.
Can you tell who the "mommy" is?


Morgan is the sweet heart of the world big sister. I seriously admire her.


Yes, Baby Haven pretty much just sleeps. We bring her in where ever we are and she just sleeps away.


This is the day I had time to make my bed.


Might be a tiger on the field, but he sure is a sweet kid off of it. Been a rough season, but he has grown through it and will come out more mature because of it.


Morning sun on Christian's Saturday game.


Go offense!


Go defense!


In place of the school dance, Scott had his own party last Friday night - inviting some football teammates from school out for go-cart riding, football, cooking out over the fire (hotdogs and smores), in the dark capture the flag, and hiking. It was so fun as a family hosting it and great to get to know some of his friends better. Nothing like a whole bunch of energetic middle school age boys! Too fun! They are already talking about their next party.


Not the most flattering picture, but our only one. Here we are at the rodeo with the kiddos - exhausted, fulfilled. Love watching the kids enjoy life. And doing it together.



The loads of laundry, trash can full of dirty diapers, tons of dishes, time driving children here and there, etc. etc. are worth every single minute of the wonderful times. Do I get it all done? Not at all. Do I try? Yep. Has there been one day since Haven was born that all the kids were dressed well, house clean, me clean, etc.?
No.

There is a wonderful freedom and joy in living life just "doing the next thing." There is no need for fear or worry or stress. Breathe in and breathe out and do the next thing in peace. Trust. Rest. That is the key. I hold onto that key hard.

At the end of the day there is only ONE thing that matters to me: Did I LOVE? Was my heart like His heart?
At the end of the day that's all that really counts anyway.

It's really that simple. It doesn't mean I throw out responsibility, diligence, aim, determination to conquer the difficult. No, it means that above the here and now - things that "need" to be done - I want to put even more diligence, aim and determination into coming to the end of the day and knowing. . . my family knowing, others knowing, God knowing, that my heart resembled that of Jesus.

A few weeks ago, I came across this song - thanks to my brother. I wept. Click Here.
It's a song sung from the perspective of the life of David in the Old Testament.
I thought about how he fell a lot. Yet, he kept reaching out, striving for God! His heart yearned.
He was passionate, longing, in the midst of his fallenness ~ he believed in the redemption of God!

I am a very passionate person. Strong willed, fallen. Fearless sometimes in all the wrong ways, frustratedly finding myself striving for perfection instead of Him who is perfect. A fighter, yet famous for falling to the fear of man. A strong feeler, yet thinking too deep of thoughts for my own good. I have always felt a strong connection to the words written by David in the Bible.

"Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right Spirit in me."

God reminds me through my fallenness what great need I have for Him.
It was the same for David. His humanness and acknowledgement of it, yet constant running after God, attracts me and holds my attention. It challenges me and gives me vision, re-flames my passion until I feel it burning inside of me somewhere deep.

I bought this song off of itunes. When I find myself running around trying to get a trillion things done here in the house, frustrated that I am achieving nothing -- I turn on this song. I play it loud. My heart feels like it's beating outside my chest with the desire to live it. It seems the words that stick to me are the ones, "'Til my heart looks like Your heart, my heart looks like Your heart. At the end of the day. . . my heart look like Your heart. . ."

They go round and round.
I want those words branded on my heart each and every day.

What a difference it makes.
Feel like a failure at what you are "suppose" to accomplish?
Feel like you can't get it all done?
Feel there are so many things that are "important?"

Re-focus. Rest. Do the next thing. Ask God for a redemptive heart.
At the end of this day only ask yourself one thing: "Did my heart look like His heart?"





A. Ann
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What a GREAT song! I am going to have this one playing a LOT in our house I know that! Thank you for sharing!


Your family is just sooo cute. Loved that pictures.


Blessings,Kristina Visser

Posted 10/24/2011 12:15 PM by kjvisser35 - recommend - reply

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Just what I needed to read. Thanks for the encouragement!

Baby Haven is absolutely beautiful. : )
Posted 10/24/2011 12:52 PM by CBrown6207 - recommend - reply

Wow! I'm so excited for your family. She is just precious!!! I have a question if you have time to make any suggestions. We are having our third, a girl. She'll share a room with her two year old sister. We live in a small home and have no play room. I want to make their room sweet and girly, but I hardly have any room for toys. What do you do with toys? I more specifically mean the bigger ones. I loved the girls rooms and how you redid it! I know you are busy, but if you have time I'd love some advice. Thank you!
Posted 10/24/2011 12:52 PM by sarah beth (site) - recommend - reply

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Beautiful post Alyssa. I have been thinking a lot about you and your sweet family this month. Remembering our wonderful afternoon together last year around this time
- we still LOVE the pics of Meg and London. You are such a sweet inspiration to me. Never change!
Posted 10/24/2011 12:54 PM by robins_egg_blue - recommend - reply

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I enjoyed this picture post.

But I Really like how you ended the post. Having my heart look like God's heart is all that really matters. Thank you for reminding me today!
Posted 10/24/2011 12:57 PM by the_schlabachs - recommend - reply

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You and Robert have such genetic diversity! (very good thing) It's amazing! She really looks like her own little self but very familiar. Blue eyes for her, don't you think?

Another beauty that's for sure!! :)
Posted 10/24/2011 1:33 PM by bakersdozen2 Xanga Lifetime Member - recommend - reply

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thanks for the message girl :) hope you found encouragement after the last post. thanks for letting us know that you're NOT superwomen cause sometimes i wonder ;)
Posted 10/24/2011 3:41 PM by measterhaus - recommend - reply

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Great post ~ and oh my goodness, that li'l baby is sooooooo adorable.  Her little toes just are the cutest!  Love the little girls' boots too ~


Posted 10/24/2011 4:07 PM by fwren Xanga True Member Xanga Lifetime Member - recommend - reply

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Good words.....too many days that end without getting everything done aren't there ;)? Really though those nasty feelings of failure so often just need us to step back and speak the truth over ourselves. So many things I can't get right in my own strength, but if my heart can stay in the right place my whole world goes alot better. Blessings to you and all your dear little people...........
Posted 10/24/2011 4:42 PM by Izzysgal - recommend - reply

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Thank you THANK YOU for this post!! I needed it today!;)  I have a 4yr old and a 3month old so my life isn't half as hectic as yours but I REALLY needed to hear this! God has a way of stopping me in my tracks when I need it most!:)  Your children are beautiful by the way! Thanks for sharing your heart!


God bless!


Mary

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Beautiful...

I was not expecting to see the one with her eyes open and I was so pleasantly surprised to see her big blues :)
Posted 10/24/2011 7:18 PM by dorydabomb - recommend - reply

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Thank you.
Posted 10/24/2011 7:33 PM by Passionflwr86 Xanga True Member Xanga Lifetime Member - recommend - reply

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Beautiful, Alyssa! All of it. Thank you!


Steph

Posted 10/24/2011 8:00 PM by tsblackiston - recommend - reply

Thank you, thank you for your transparency and LOVE. You are an inspiration to look to Jesus every step of this journey.
I sat up late last night reading your posts from the beginning of your blog, I fell asleep with my heart filled with Him, and I woke this morning with a longing to live each moment today with love and joy. Then, to read this post this morning...all I can say is, Thank you for being used in our lives to His glory!
With 4 small children, one a new baby, I often feel overwhelmed. By life, by demands, by hormones (blah), by a sense of my own failure to be all I long to be for the ones I love. I appreciate your "realness" but, thru it all, the testimony that He is bigger than all those things and can--and will--transform us when we come to Him.
Again. Thank you.
Posted 10/25/2011 8:48 AM by Jo (site) - recommend - reply

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Did I love? That's a GREAT question to ask ourselves as mothers!! I tend to be very task-focused, and if there's one thing that mothering has taught me it's that nothing is more important than people, especially these little ones that have been given to us for SUCH a short time. Our baby is now 3 months old, and it's such a bitter-sweet thing! I want them to stay babies forever, but I don't really. Thanks for the great reminder to love.

Thank you, too, for the opportunity to comment ;)
Posted 10/25/2011 10:55 PM by Jenarch - recommend - reply

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Love the pics!  I'm tempted to ramble on with my own thoughts/perspective about your post, but I'll just be content with a hearty "AMEN, SISTER".  ((hugs))

Posted 10/26/2011 11:04 AM by purpleamethyst76 - recommend - reply

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i was just asked my idea of success, and it was the same thing you are writing here... LOVE.

hey, there are a few pics of haven there, in the basket in the long grass, sheepskin, etc. [about 10 or 11 down?] that could supplement the photoshoot you did w/ the girls a while back. so ethereal and natural/neutral.

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Posted 10/26/2011 9:12 PM by tildystar - recommend - reply

Thank you.
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What a beautiful baby. I love it when they smile in their sleep. Makes me miss having a little one around the house. My job was always putting them to sleep since my wife nursed and was with them all the time. Problem was laying a baby on my chest is like taking a sleeping pill for me. My wife used to come in and laugh when the baby would be playing on the bed and I'd be sound asleep.
That's one of my favorite verses, along with Joshua 1:9 Have not I commanded you? Be strong and of a good courage. Be not afraid, neither be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.
Do the next thing. I think Elisabeth Elliott used to say that, and there's a lot of wisdom in it.
My wife took a job and works while the kids are at school 4 days a week (just to get out amongst big people and recover a little sanity after I was gone for long trips for so many years. I told her it'd be cheaper than therapy. ), and I'm gone 3 or 4 days a week. Seems like it's a constant fight to keep our place organized, too. Most of the time we manage "somewhat clean", but organized just happens sometimes and we've resigned ourselves to that even though we, too keep trying.
My only son hasn't shown much interest in football, but he's really begun to love cycling and (until he went over the handlebar and broke his arm a month ago) was really getting fast. I guess with my love for the sport it was almost inevitable that he'd like it, especially when we moved and the only reliable way he could see his old friends often was to ride his bike. I'm running on. I always enjoy your posts and pics, and every now and again I'll see some Texas show up in a pic and get a little homesick. I only lived there for a few years, but it kept a piece of my heart when we left.
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Love the pictures, but love what you wrote even more about living life and just "doing the next thing" and not waiting until everything is perfect to enjoy life!  What wonderful advice.  You are blessed...and a blessing.  Keep writing (and taking beautiful pics of your treasures on earth!)  Lisa
Posted 10/30/2011 4:50 AM by takemetomaui - recommend - reply

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Beautiful photos Alyssa! How do you get them all rotated properly and inserted into the blog?
Posted 10/31/2011 3:00 AM by hiswayforme - recommend - reply

Awwwwwww!!!!!! Haven is beyond P.R.E.C.I.O.U.S! Just dreamy! Love all the pics of her and the family. I totally agree with what you wrote. That is my heart's desire as well. Really like the message of the Chris Tomlin song too. One song that does the job of summarizing how I pray my life is lived out is "Legacy" by Nicole Nordeman.

"Do the next thing"- sounds like something one of my favorite authors, Elisabeth Elliot often said. Wish I practiced that more consistently than I do.

Posted 10/31/2011 9:43 AM by Eposi - recommend - reply

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Thank you! Such an encouraging post-as always! I am a mom of 5 little ones and some days I feel like I am going to pull my hair out! :)Thank you for reminding me of what is most important. p.s. Beautiful pics of Haven, she is a doll!
Posted 10/31/2011 10:18 PM by eafollman - recommend - reply

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Alyssa, i can't get over how big your 'baby' is...wow. not only is Itty growing into a beautiful little lady, but my goodness Lakelyn is definately growing into her role as 'bigger' sister now...aw.  your newest addition is beautiful. love her name. love her kids. love all the moments of your life and the reality of life that you share with us
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dear Alyssa, I can't get over how beautiful little sweet Haven is. And how BIG lakelyn is getting...such is life though, as the kids get bigger and they become more of who God has created them to be. What a grand adventure for you and RObert! thank you for sharing of your journey with us. i am so thankful for the candidness you give us in your writing.
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